bad day

now that Typhoon Nando has left the country, the sun shone brightly this morning. but the first day of the week did not start right for me.

i was hoping to feel some kind of oomph with the good weather. but the day has not yet ended and already, i felt getting back to bed.

that is how i usually deal with a bad day. i sleep on it, so i'd feel different the next day.

but today was different. well, if getting a lil hitch with your mom counts, then i'd say i was dealing with a bad day.

now, i was rambling again, typing away in front of my pc so i can still work well even feeling a bit upset. sometimes i want to believe things always go in pairs.

we have two eyes, two ears, two hands, two legs and so on. and there is also what you call love and hate; joy and anger; happiness and sadness.

i remember feeling all so giddy last night. it had been the second day for my younger brother's bar exams and we were all talking about it.

and since i made a banana toffee ice box cake yesterday morning, i was so excited having a mouthful during dinner. and indeed, the cake tasted so good. and with the good feeling of eating while having a good chat with my family, i had a good night sleep. i felt real joy last night. i was happy.

but today was the opposite. i woke up to a different mood this morning. whenever i have a lil dispute with any of my family members, it leaves me in a bad shape. i could not even work so well knowing somebody was not in good terms with me.

i do wanted to avoid these kinds of disputes, especially petty ones, but i could not ignore it either. i mean, when i know i am right, i fight for it, but it usually causes friction between me and the person involved. now i dunno if i just need to shut my eyes though i find some things are wrong, or i just need to keep quiet, though i know something isn't going right.

sigh. i guess today is really a bad day. but you know what? i refuse to believe. maybe it's just a coincidence.