Friday, September 15, 2006

secRet shRink

i went to my shrink today.

he was surprised to see me. haven't seen him in quite a while, nor have i talked to him sometime.

upon stepping into his house, i was speechless. he just stared at me, completely clueless at my predicament.

without a word, i sat right in front of him. and suddenly cried.

he was somehow bewildered. maybe he thought i was well years ago.

he laid his hands on my head as i shook in tears.

and in that moment, i felt well again (",).

readers, hope you got the message i'm trying to get across (",).

Saturday, September 09, 2006

dRifting apaRt

a series of small conflicts have set us apart emotionally, recently.

we are drifting apart.

i could not bring my forefinger to my fon's keypad to send him a message saying hi.

guess, i got tired of the cycle, the repeated disputes, making peace and back to the same situation again.

it's kind of draining.